Dear vii. its eric here bloging on ur blog. i remember once u said to me that i could blog here if i wanted to let loose, and right now its so hard beliveing ur not here anymore. well u made this collage which was not that long ago, and u said u were gona post it on ur blog. but instead im gona post it up for u okies. well vii to me u have not left anyone ones life. u have touched everyone with ur loving heart and soul, and i would do anything just to have u back here.
Yesterday morning i started to feel the pain. so i took out all the letter u have sent me. you had so much planed for you in the holidays and goin to get ur licence. but just a silly mistake caused ur life. it was hard hearing the news from everyone, it seemed so fake. well vii i am prety much very speechless because when i read the letter u 1st sent to me it makes me feel stronger. your words have touched me so deeply vii i will never forget u, you know that theres always a place in my heart for u.
E ric is being appreciated to have around because he is gay (jokes)
well vii u always called me gay for sum reason..
R especting our friendship a vii always says.
vii no matter what i will always respect ur word as they were never fake.
I 'll always be here for u.
vii u noe that i will no longer see u buh i will always no matter what be here for u to.
C ause i know you'll always be here for me to.
yes i would be there what ever the complication vii.
C racking jokes to make me smile.
well seeing u smile meant more to me then anything else.
H owever you're like far away within the ten million miles.
=( it was sad how we lives so far apart vii buh trust me noting could of seperated our trust.
A lways belivein yourself and make wise decisions.
vii as u said that to me i will do that.
U nderstand and never underestimating our freindship tradtion.
i will never ever underestimate our friends ship vii as u taught me so much. i will alway think about the fun times and so should u.
well vii remember writeing me that lil shout out at the 1st of ur first letter to me?
so many times we would talk on the fone about or problems. it was onli saturday since i talked to u on the net about ..... and that was the onli thing u wanted to hear. dont worry vii ill try to get the answer for u.
take care of ur self vii ok. and dont eat cold stuff when ur cold like i always used to tell u . =( i cant even be ur mumy like friend no more telling u to not put ur blanket near the heater. everyone is missing you vii and i know that god has done this for a reason. so keep ur head up high ok, and smile. i know ur watching us from above love you vii take care of your self. rest in peace vii chu.
love. eric chau .
like on the message i wrote to u on the photo i placed at villawood yesterday. '' i pinky promise to see u again sum day''.
Posted at 04:54 pm by ericvii
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112 - why can't we get along__
WE DID IT GIRLS!!!
IT'S OVER!!!!
ONLY TWO MORE YEARS TO GO!!!
.. yesterday was our last day of school!!! peru day!! .. it was alright .. our 'got rice' store sold out it half an hour LMAO!!!! then the smoke alarm went off in the hall therefore the whole school was standing in the rain on the oval >.<'' wetness!!!! well im proud!!! we raised more than last years!!! $16,000 =] ..
.. why look the sun is coming out YAY!!! i was planing of staying home but we'll see about that now .. hahaha .. well my goals for this holiday so far is getting a job .. get my Lz and get away from sydney foh sure!!!! .. *nods* foh shizzle mah nizzle!!!
<33 vii-bee
Posted at 10:44 am by ericvii
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.. well been up to nothing for the past few days besides pulling myself together .. but yeah oh well .. oh and watching all 3 episode of harry potter!! lolz RANDOMNESsSsSsS!!!!!
.. didn't feel like going to school today .. so i stayed home .. went out for lunch at cabra with quynh!!! .. then went selling natural snake lollies around my neighbourhood for $2 .. fundraising for sunday school .. well done quynh!!! .. we did it in only 30mintues .. =] well around there .. lolz .. the best laugh i had today ever since last week was when poor quynhie stacked it on my bum .. LMAO!!!! .. don't worry quynh .. thank god there was no hot boiiz around LMAO!!!! .. hmmmmmmm what a gay night it's thundering and raining >.<'' FUGLY!!!! let's count!!! 1.....2..........3........... BOOM!!!! LMAO only 3 km away =[ .. and it's full raining hard ..
.. well bludging school again tomorrow YAY!!!! .. =P *muah*
<33 vii-bee
Posted at 06:49 pm by ericvii
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.. awwww today was the last day for work experience .. we made pies again today =] .. thank god that kept me busy the whole day so me and rosa didn't get to sleep and bludge .. haha .. after work we went to dinner .. me rosa and her parents =] costed $195 .. LMAO yummy yummy food but boy oh boy we were totally stuffed with food .. yummy fried ice - cream!!!!!!!!!!! =D
.. anyways off to dye my sister's hair .. *muah*
<33 vii-bee
you think that this is one of those times where i'll be over it easily?? trust me i won't!!! hanging around??? for hope?? is that how you see it as??? hanging around?? well excuse me .. i'm sorry for being such a dog hanging around and bothering you!!
if only you knew how muchit fucken hurts
Posted at 08:51 pm by ericvii
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`Brandy - Have You Ever__
.. stayed up until 4.30am watching movies .. woke up at 7 .. went to work!!! it was the biggest bludge today .. we didn't really make anything .. slept .. trained it to bankstown met up with diana .. walked around .. dropped rosa off at work and then went home!!! yup yup that's all that happened today in my life ..
.. well you've made it clear now .. what more can i ask for??.. i've always held on tight to the hope that i had for us more than a year ago .. even though it tore and was left hanging i still held on .. until you made it clear to me last night that we'd never be .. not only did you tear that hope even more but you step all over it like it was trash .. you see i don't understand .. you told my friend one thing while you told me another that it completely different .. that's what's been confusing me .. obviously one of yous are lying .. i don't know what to do now .. *sighs* ='[
.. anyways i'm off to sleep ..
*muah*
<33 vii-bee
Posted at 03:25 pm by ericvii
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`Frankie J - How to Deal__
first of all ..
HAPPY SWEET
ASS 16TH
BIRTHAY
LISA!!
&
HAPPY 17TH
BIRTHDAY
JEREMZY!!
best of wishes to the both of yous!!!! =]
xoxox
.. what a gay weather .. it was like fully tabully windy last night!! stupid branches were scrapping against my window!!!! freaking the shits outta me =[ .. well yesterday me and mz rosa learnt how to make sausage rolls and today we did nothing .. actually we slept until one of the workers woke us up to inform us that an msj teacher would be soon approaching the shop .. >.<'' OMB haha so we woke up and stood at the counter looking like dead tired people!!!! yes teacher mrs tegg (my maths teacher) came in asking random questions blah blah!! .. we were let off work early today .. around 2.30pm .. planned to go gym but that was cancelled so went for lunch at the food court in bankstown .. met up with diana .. then watched 'into the blues' (*HOT SHIT*) at the cinema with rosa .. aiman .. youseff and anthony!!!
.. well i guess things are now cleared out between us .. so im happy!! =] there's just one more thing left on my mind that keeps bothering me .. but what can i do? what am i suppose to do??? .. how do i cope with it??? how am i suppose do i deal with it??? *sighs* =[ oh wellz .......
.. it's been like 4 days i havn't seen the girls =[ .. OMG i wonder how they all are!!! dam wasn't i happy to hear ella's voice this morning!! she's still alive!!! thought she would've dropped dead from work experience!!! LMAO hmmmmm now what should i wear tomorrow *thinks thinks thinks* bleh!!
*muah*
<33 vii-bee
Posted at 05:03 pm by ericvii
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.. first day of work experience at the bakery in lakemba with rosa .. hahaha dam FUN!!! we made yummy yummy meat pies!! hard work .. served customers .. FREE food FREE drinks!! haha MAD SHIT!!! it was fun but so tiring .. me and rosa worked over time!!! haha instead of finishing at 3pm we finished at 6pm just when the shop closed .. no wonder i was falling asleep =]!! NO HOT BOYS =[!!!! but plenty of paedophiles!!!! >.<' but Oh wellz!!!
.. after work went to birrong swimming poolz .. swam for an hour then went to eat at pho an with rosa and her parents!!! ..
.. well it's been a hectic day!! another four more days of work experience with rosa =] .. i wonder how the girls are going with theirs!!! 'hope you girls are doing well!!' *thumbs up* =]
.. to my dearest friend*blah* ..
.. what i wrote in my last entry was not there to make you feel bad!!! .. it's just how i feel and see things in my own way!! .. you can not possibly understand or have known what i went through .. i honestly don't know what to say .. but you know what oh well!! i ain't going to take this topic any further!!! only because i was things to stay the same between us!! because by me telling you how i feel and what i was cut about you would most likely take it the wrong way around so yeah don't worry we'll work it out some how!!! thanks to rosa and diana who listened and guided me though this path!!
anyways im very very very tired now .. off to sleep vii goes *nods*
*muah*
<33 vii-bee
Posted at 08:54 pm by ericvii
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.. wow it's been like sucha busy week >.<!!!
Wednesday
- picked up jessica from the airport withaimon and rosa .. haha man talk about being lost!!
- went to cabra for dinner
- met up with trong and tin
- drove them to buy KFC
- jess slept over
Thursday
- went to bankstown to get ready and stuff for the formal
- tuan came by and picked me and jess up
- drove up there with aimon and rosa
- FORMAL!!! food was *blah* but overall all the chicks looked HOT!!!
- went to after party .. drank .. photos blah blah
- tuan drove me home around 2.30am
Friday
- went with aimon to pick up rosa andsome beach area
- went to bankstown to eat pho
- went city for like freaken 2minutes then went home .. i guess it didn't make me any happier
- trained it back
- went becks house
Saturday/Sunday
- went to reflections at banstown with jessica rosa aimon anthony tin trong bii yea
- went city took capitals with rosa tin trong adn bii
- took rpsa abck to bankstown
- trained it to cabra with the boys for mr zangii party
- drank .. ate .. party was hectic .. people got STONED and drunk .. vomitting everywhere ..
- walked to trongs sister's place
- got a lift back - whats the point of going back??? so much for last day waiting to be with the girls!!
- walked it back to trongs sister's house AGAIN!! slept there for abit with trong tin and bii
- becky and some guy came topick me up by car .. thankgod no walking
- everyone was gone .. only me jess andrew becky tony yen n some guy was there ..
- yen went for a driving lesson with the guy
- jess and andrew were in their own world
- i was left with boldy aka tony and beck .. hahaha he is the biggest crack up ever!!!! full being a smartass to him .. leaving him speechless and cut .. made kient!!
- hien and reza came by to pick us up along with tuan and david the the other car
- they went for a little drag along the roads
- went to some place to wacth the sunrise but too bad me and yen cronked out before that
- took jess to the airport aroind 6-7 - BYE BYE =[ !!
- went for rbeaky at macas
- went to yens house and slept until 1-2ish
.. yes well that is a very very brief entry of my past days .. at the moment it's pretty obvious that i can't be fucked doing anything .. so tired .. feeling so screwed up .. mixed feelings .. feels like i have no life!! always hoping and having that little bit of faith that something will or may have developed but that was proven to be a stupid desicion..
we were the past but can never be the future!!
on the other hand .. someone has definitely changed .. i can't believe it aye .. all along i thought you were the same .. but man .. i was wrong .. you changed so hard!! i'm so disappointed in you!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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anyways .. thankyou to all those who looked after me last night!!! *muah*
HAPPY 18th
BIRTHDAY
TRONG
<33 vii-bee
Posted at 01:28 pm by ericvii
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`Cassie Ft. Ray J - Me & You__
YAY!!!! 5 exams down and 1 to go!!!! =] .. i fell asleep in most of my school certificate .. hahaha anyways .. i did not study for any of them today .. nothing was motivating me last night so yeah oh well!! .. so relieved *sighs* =] .. jessica is coming down tomorrow .. formal on thursday!!! YAY!!!! well i did it .. i fixed my mistake!! .. everything is just starting to fall into place now!! .. so HAPPY!!!! *muah*
HAPPY 17th
BIRTHDAY
SAM
OMG sam sam sam .. dear oh sam .. hahah what can i say bro .. you're so old now .. LMAO!!! don't worry your still beautiful .. hope your wishes and dreams all come true!!! MISS YOU BITCH!!!
xoxo
<33vii-bee
Posted at 03:57 pm by ericvii
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`Shauna K Ft. Lil Jon & Freezy - Dance__
GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR SCHOOL CERTIFICATE TENTH GRADERS!!!!
vii must go study now *muah*
<33vii-bee
Posted at 12:38 am by ericvii
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